Hey, this poem is half inspired by Romeo and Juliet and the the movie Bedazzled.

I made a deal with the devil
to achieve my only dream
I made a deal with the devil
and now in sleep i scream

I made a deal with the devil
to find my only love
I made a deal with the devil
and now just because

I made a deal with the devil
and now she's only seen
I made a deal with the devil
the man i should have been

I made a deal with the devil
and now she's on his side
I made a deal with the devil
and now i choose... suicide

The movie Bedazzling is about a man how makes a contract with the devil, so that he will be able to get the girl of his dreams. But every time he tries to make it better, he further pushes she away and makes her realize that she truly loved him the way he was. The final stanza is inspired by the thoughts going through Romeo's head as he approaches the Capulet's tomb and the dead Juliet. How he has nothing to live for anymore and has decided to take his own life, so he can be dead as well.